having headache， but still kena marah!! TT

有时候突然心情很低落，


不想说话也不想动。



别人问起，也不知道该怎样回答。


明明自己身边有很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。


也许是因为突然听到的一句话，


也许是看见某个物体联想到了什么，


也许是朋友那发来的一条短信，


也许什么都不是。


其实，很多事情不需要理由，也没有理由。



这样的情绪有人可以理解吗？

Why? WHy?? WHY???

Why this semester is getting harder and harder?? Why this semester is getting more and more tiring as the days goes by?? Why does this semester have to be like this?? Why does this semester have so many lab reports to do?? Why?? Why?? Why??!
I'm getting more and more impatient. I'm getting more and more tired. I'm getting more and more into trouble. I'm starting to loosen on my grip. I'm getting more and more emptied. I'm giving more and more bad attitudes towards my friends. Why does this have to happen to me?? I'm starting to let go of a lot of things. I'm starting to give up on everything; studies, friendships, homeworks, tests, quizzes, and now even my life!
I'm really sick of all these things that happened in my life now! I really don't know what to do now. It seems like there's no ending to all these things! It seems like there will never be any ways for me to overcome all the problems I'm facing now.What am I supposed to do now?? Can someone tell me??