YAY!!! :D

This is what made my tired, full-of-works-and-no-rest-at-all-including-lunch, and most of all, made my emo mood goes down and my happy mood shoot up till the sky!!!! :D :D

Thanks to whoever who designed this and made ME the untrained model!!! :p

Totally worth remembering!!

Totally worth all the hard - works spent on this subject~

Even though lotss of people complaint that this subject was the burden to all food service students, I, personally thinks that it's a very good opportunity for me to learn new things, especially processing steps, HACCP, lab equipments~

Although it was a tiring subject, but it was WAY better than basic preparations and commercial class that I had before~~

Totally boost up my mood!! :D

Frustrated~~

Sometimes, all I ever wanted is not negative statements to push me down, but rather positive statements to get me going up and make life better~~
It's getting pretty annoying when whatever you said had been getting all sorts of negative statements!!

错过的事就不会再一样了~~

Once a relationship gone wrong, it will never be the same anymore~

就是因为一些事，搞到现在，像个陌生人一样~~什么都讲不出口~~

是，真的很后悔，为什么当初不要坚持下去~~
如果当初坚持多一点点，出去见你一下下，我们俩就不会像现在一样~~没有话题~~

现在，我一直提醒自己和身边的朋友，不要做出一些你会后悔的事~~
当你后悔时，你就不能再回到那个时候了~~

就好象以前，明明就是互相相爱~~
就因为一些我觉得不能接受的原因，那个机会就错过了~~
现在你要后悔，也只能怪自己没勇敢的去追求~~

所以，千万不要做一些你会后悔的事！

张起政 - 《说爱了》

说爱了

曲：張起政 (OP: EW Music Publishing (M) Sdn Bhd)
词：瑞業 (OP: Like Music)

屏幕上你笑的模样
应该又受了伤
想狠狠不借你肩膀 
电话断了又响
终究，我心太软

为他流的泪未干
烙印在我的胸膛
我故作大方，听你哭整晚
好朋友，跨不过的墙 

说爱了，却一再受伤
说爱了，却把我祝福归还，一起孤单
说爱了，对的他离散
错过你的我却在身旁 
谎话你能拆穿
懂我怎么会难

活该我总是不勇敢
宁愿学着习惯
他却可以简讯几行
让你回到身旁
我恨，又能怎样

为他流的泪未干
烙印在我的胸膛
我故作大方，听你哭整晚
好朋友，谁要这面墙

说爱了，却一再受伤
说爱了，却把我祝福归还，一起孤单
说爱了，对的他离散
错过你的我却在身旁 
谎话你能拆穿
懂我怎么会难

(送你回家那車窗外天慢慢亮) 
OH～感觉我像笨蛋
(你說謝謝一切就像角色演完鞠躬離場) 
剩我和单人房，空荡荡

爱了，却一再受伤
爱了，却把我祝福归还，一起孤单
说爱了，对的他离散
错过你的我却在身旁 
谎话你能拆穿
懂我怎么会难

你故意不拆穿... 

Away for good~~

Dear friends, 

Honestly, I'm really sorry to those who read my FB posts last night~ It was a total mess! I'm really sorry~ But I guess life must go on~ I'll be away for a certain period of time~ I hope you guys understand~ For those who find me in FB or handphone, I'm sorry I couldn't reply~ Let me find my way back to those days where I am my usual self~ I hope I'm able to find back what I'd lost in these years~ Don't worry about me~~

Yours sincerely...

Limitations...

I am not a person who likes to see people's privacy~~ This, I can guarantee you~~

虽然你们都看我这么八，那么无聊~~但你们可以放心~我知道我的limit的~~我知道什么是该做的，什么是不该做的~~如果你是担心我会利用你所给我的东西的话，请你放心，我不会那么八到不会想那一个是对的，那一个是错的~~哈哈~~

having headache， but still kena marah!! TT

dilemma~~~

Sometimes, I really wonder.....
Even if you treat them so good, you get nothing!!
Why must I suffer myself and get myself into trouble????
Just because I want to help the people I care, I get myself into trouble???
Is it worth it???
They don't even know I'm the one who suffers!!
They don't even know they are the reason behind my sadness!!
If I think about their problems, I keep finding solutions to minimize their sufferings, would they ever think about mine???! Would they EVER know????
haiz......

What should I do this time???

I couldn't tell him that he can no longer stay here 'cause they don't want a guy living with them! That's ridiculous!!!
I also couldn't tell her to live with them, all by herself! Not after what I know what her conditions are! She couldn't even sleep at night with a slight sound of chairs moving, let alone stay in a house with strangers!!~
I couldn't tell them that they can't stay at this house anymore just because they don't want a guy living with them!!
I just want a room, with a toilet, with affordable price and everyone lives happily!! Is that too much to ask for???

WHAT SHOULD I DO?????! SOMEONE， HELP ME!!!~ 我真的不知道要怎么做了~~ 两边都是我的好朋友！！

我们俩是不可能的~~

说真的，我越来越觉得害怕~~

害怕会开始习惯了~~

害怕会习惯你的存在~

害怕会习惯你的声音~

害怕会习惯每一天搜到你的SMS~

害怕会习惯有你的日子~

害怕会习惯你的一切~~

最怕的是，害怕会爱上你~

害怕现在已经开始喜欢上你了~~

所以，从现在开始，

我要努力地去不喜欢你~~

我要努力地去不爱你~~

我要努力地不要习惯你的存在~~

我要努力地不要习惯你的声音~~

我要努力地不要每天和你SMS

我要努力地不要习惯有你的日子~~

我要努力地不要习惯你的一切~~

因为，

我知道我们俩是不可能的~~

你是不可能会喜欢上我的~~

你是不可能会爱上我的~~

我真的真的很害怕~~怎么办才好？？ TT