The end of 2010... And the beginning of 2011

The year of 2010 really gave a lot of memories for me, be it sweet or bitter. 

This 2010 gave me the chance to know a person more deeply and finally get to know his true self. A lot has happened between me and him in 2010. I don't want to mention it here as I don't want to recall all those bitter memories again. Just let it be in my memories, deep and untouchable again! It was kinda weird when the person you've known for few years can become so cold and be so I-don't-know-you-at-all attitude and out of the sudden be so I-DEFINITELY-know-you-and-you're-the-one-who-breaks-my-heart-and-the-friendship attitude. All the sayings said it all. Whatever he said were true and what I said was never right.

Okay, stop sounded so pathetic! After all, the year of tiger wasn't so bad at all. :D I finally get to get involved in some activities other than going and coming back from classes. urghh...BORING!! haha.. Anyways, I get to join the Buddhist club and get to meet new friends and also because of this club, I tried so hard to improve on my Mandarin. :) And I get to become a facilitator which I'd been wishing to do since I entered this Uni. The thing that motivates me to become a facilitator is definitely because of the facilitators that had helped me when I first entered this Uni. Even though there are a few of them which I don't like, but I hope that I'm not one of them. I tried to be as friendly and as approachable to the juniors as possible 'cause I know they're new in this kind of environment and I'm there to make them feel nice about this. I hope I didn't do badly though. Hehe....

Finally in the year 2010, I get to go to a dinner, get to dressed up and took lots of photos with it. Haha... I know I may sounded 三八, but that's the truth. I've never been in such a formal event and dressed up like that before. You can't blame me for that. =) Anyways, that night was almost-perfect! <3 

And the most unforgettable moments during that year was the surprised b'day celebration made by the Buddhist Club seniors and Shy Ling. I never thought that they would sacrificed their time to wait for almost 3 hours just to give me a surprise. Honestly, I was really surprised and happy at the same time of course! (Of course I'm happy. There's such a big crowd to celebrate with me.=) I've never had such a big crowd celebrated my b'day in the kitchen! Haha... Anyways, the main reason wasn't entirely that though. There's this one guy senior that I definitely admire so much. He was there, too. :D But for this year, I won't be seeing him again during my b'day. :((( But memories are still memories. I'll never forget that moment. <3)

2010 gave me kinda hell-busy with assignments and lab reports and definitely the results, too. :((( The results wasn't really satisfying at all, even though I got an A for my cooking practical. I TOTALLY don't know how I could get an A! I didn't even pass my assignment!! My coursemates have been telling me that seniors said that anyone from his class that got an A wasn't so ordinary. He seldom gives an A to anyone. The reaction I got was: "Wada...what am I supposed to do if he is targeting me now?? What if I'll get all the blamings even if I didn't do it???" @@ Anyways, I'm not gonna talk about this thing in this post. :) Get back to the original story please.. Haha... 

I definitely hope that the new year of the rabbit will give me more luck in studies and also in everything! I really hope this year I'll be more focused in everything that I do and not play with it. 

My new year resolutions of the year (everybody has it, including me of course! haha): 

i) diet (haha..I've been having this resolution for a few years now, but it never works!)

ii) Don't think too much (but I'm still thinking of the possibilities now! ==)

iii) Get at least into the DEAN list! (I definitely hope so! *fingers crossed*)

iv) Got the courage to at least tell the person I like that I like him (I'm trying not to give him hints like what I did to the other person last time which ended painfully!)

v) May all the person I love be well and happy~~~<3

This post is definitely the longest post I've ever posted! Haha... Hope to get back here with a new post with less sadness and more happiness!!~~