Today is the third time I've been crying when I'm in university. The first time was when my family were leaving me when I first started university life. The feeling when leaving my family was never easy to bear with. The second was when my dad called on my birthday to wish me happy birthday. I really never thought that my dad will call me to wish me happy birthday. The third time was today. At first, I was just trying to play with my house mates 'cause today they really teased me a lot. But I end up crying, for real. This week is really a tough week for me. I just came back after a 2-week holiday, the time was supposed to be okay okay for me. But instead of feeling relaxed after the 2-week holiday, I got stressed up like hell! I planned to go back hometown to accompany my mum for her operation. Yesterday morning was okay- I asked one of my cooking lecturer to exempt me from attending class on Thursday. He said okay, but need to provide letter. Okay, that's fine for me. In the evening after video session class, I was quite afraid that the other cooking lecturer will not agree to what I asked 'cause seniors said that this particular lecturer was quite strict. Ended up, he was the only lecturer who said yes without asking anything! He just asked me to postpone my recipe testing to next week (even though my group will be doing the first recipe testing and the other group will be doing the second recipe testing, but that's okay with me as long as I get to be back in time to take care of my mum). Then for the food analysis lecturer, he also said the same thing: provide letter to prove you were there to take care of your mum. Okay!:D After that, I called my Asas Keusahawanan lecturer to postpone my presentation time. He asked me to see him at 8pm. Okay, for my mum's sake, I went. Then after discussing, without getting any solution, he asked me to wait until 10 pm as there's other group that wants to present. I was like, WHAT?? You asked me to come, I came. I thought the solution will be made by then. But I was wrong! I said it's too late already. I'll meet you tomorrow. He said okay, call me first.
Today I asked one of the SK senior to change time with me as I really can't make it this week. He said cannot. They also haven't do the slides. Okay, never mind. To make the story short, I was in the kitchen the whole afternoon cooking. At 5pm, I went to see the lecturer. He wasn't in his room. When I came back home, I messaged him through Facebook to ask his favor, his 'jasa baik' to let me go back hometown. He messaged back me and said "Call me now!!!". I was like, err....why so angry wor?? Okay, I called him straight away. He asked me to do my presentation on Tuesday or Wednesday. I said Wednesday as that's the only day I can take to delay to let my group member to finish up the slides.
I really can't stand the pressures of needing to finish up all the works by Wednesday. I still have TWO microbiology lab reports to do, Microbiology notes to read and presentation slides to finish!!ARGHHH..............
P.S.: I'm really sorry to my house mates. They were really shocked to see me suddenly cry. Je suis désole!
