Uni life starts again...

My university life starts again..assignments, lab reports, quizzes and classes...

This semester, I took French language again,=) which I hope is a good thing and can help me with my overall pointer. Last semester, I got A for French!haha... And surprisingly, I got A- for my Biochemistry..But I'm disappointed with my Physical Chemistry which I only managed to get C-!haihh....It's the worst and hated-the-most subject in last semester!! But luckily I managed to get into dean's list eventhough my name was the last one in the dean's list from my course.

This semester, the subjects are much much more harder than last semester's subjects. In this semester, I have Introduction To Food Chemistry, Basic Analytical Chemistry, Biostatistics, Human Principles of Nutrition, Kenegaraan, Academic Writing Skills, Philosophy of Management and French Language II.

Overall, it was ok lah...BUT, Philosophy of Management classes were all-boring! Even during the first class, the lecturer only managed to finish 3 slides of lecture in one hour!! Can you just imagine how awfully boring were all of us???? The lecturer talked and talked and talked and elaborated on just 1 small point of the slide. The best subject so far in this semester is definitely the Human Principles of Nutrition!haha...This lecturer's from Indonesia and she's the only lecturer that teaches fully in English. And her English-speaking has those of U.K. slang...

Introduction To Food Chemistry and Basic Analytical Chemistry are the subjects that I find it quite hard to follow especially Food Chemistry. They have lots of formulas and procedures to remember.

This semester I really hope I can get a better result than last semester. I don't wish to be the last amongst the firsts in the list.

haizzz.....

Some people just like to play guessing games rather than finding out the truth. Sometimes for those who "like" playing this game, don't you guys feel tortured?! You're just torturing you and your friend's emotional feelings! Maybe to some of you, you don't feel this way. But to me, who's feeling it right now, I felt very very terrible! Everything I do now doesn't seems right at all! I kept telling to myself that I won't think too much on this thing, but it seems that my mind doesn't follow what I said! It's really suffering knowing that your friends are angry with you without you knowing what went wrong! It's even torturing when your friends suddenly stopped talking to you without ANY reasons!
When your mood turns very bad on certain day, all you wish is to have someone to talk to right? And when your friend doesn't even bother to listen or even calls you back to know how's your conditions, what do you feel?? Of course you will feel very sad and angry! Not that I'm trying to say bad things about you, but what if you're in my condition that day? How would you feel if I doesn't even want to care about what you said and doesn't even bother to ask how you feel after that???? To me, that incident was the worst among the worst happenings ever happened in my whole life!
P.L.E.A.S.E tell me what I've done wrong! I don't wish for our friendship to end just like that!!

Bad Week....

This few days was really really a bad days for me... My room couldn't opened 2 days ago and today something really really bad happened to me. I really don't know what to do now. I don't wish to bother anyone but I couldn't resist it. Sorry for those who felt that I'm bothering them with my problems and thanks to Chui San for being by my side when I needed it the most! Thanks for listening to all my problems and thanks for consoling me and thanks for making me happy again.

Dialogue...

This is the dialogue that we're asked to do and present it today...


Anne et Christine sont des meilleures amies pendant leur école primaire. Elles font la connaissance depuis Christine habite avec sa famille aux Etats Unis. Un jour, Anne va au restaurant. Soudain, elle rencontre Christine.
Anne : Excusez-moi, êtes-vous Christine ?
Christine : Oui. Pour quoi ?
Anne : Tu ne te souviens plus de moi ?
Christine : Non… mais… attends ! C’est qui ?
Anne : C’est Anne. Ta meilleur amie de l’école primaire.
Christine : C’est vrai ?
Anne : Oui, bien sûre. Comment vas-tu ?
Christine : ça va bien merci !
Anne : Quand tu viens en France ?
Christine : Je viens d’arriver en France. Et toi, comment vas-tu ?
Regarde ! Tu es si différente !
Anne : Haha… Toi aussi. Tu deviens plus belle !
Christine : Haha… Non ! Je suis la même Christine. Je ne change
pas. Alors, que fais-tu ?
Anne : Je suis étudiante de médecin à l’université
Cambridge. Et toi ?
Christine : Je suis étudiante de droite à l’université Harvard.
C’est intéressant là-bas ?
Anne : J’aime beaucoup mon université ! C’est très belle
avec beaucoup de natures.
Christine : C’est bien ! J’ai des photos de mon université dans
mon blog. Mon université est très belle aussi.
Anne : Je veux regarder ces photos ! Tu veux manger avec
moi ?
Christine : Non, merci ! J’ai un rendez-vous maintenant. Peut-
être la prochaine fois.
Anne : D’accord ! A bientôt !
Christine : A bientôt !

Ma Famille

This is the french essay that we were asked to do. I really did it on my own..haha...although I did use dictionary..hehe...maybe there's some grammar mistakes...it's totally not altered yet..

Je m’appelle Chuah Su Mei. Je suis Malaisienne et j’habite à Seri Manjung avec ma famille. J’ai 19 ans. Je suis étudiante à Université Malaysia Terengganu.
Ma famille consisté 5 membre ; mon père, ma mère, ma sœur, mon jeune frère et moi. Mon père, il s’appelle Chuah An Kim et il a 53 ans. Il est technicien dentaire et il fait dentier. Il est grand et beau beaucoup. Il joue de la guitare et il a une belle voix. Il aime jouer au badminton et au tennis de table. Il aime beaucoup manger le gâteau au beurre mon mère fait. Mais, il déteste boit du thé et café.
Ma mère, elle s’appelle Puah Poh Lian. Elle a 50 ans et elle est infirmier dentaire. Elle a les yeux petite et cheveux court. Elle est belle et gentille aussi. Elle aime aider mon père et elle aime beaucoup faire les gâteau. Elle aime jouer au badminton aussi. Elle préfère boire du thé et café.
Ma sœur, elle s’appelle Angie. Elle a 22 ans et elle est étudiante de pharmacie à Université Collège of Sedaya International(UCSI). Elle est belle et elle est cheveux longue. Aussi, elle est grande. Elle déteste sports mais elle aime lire les livres. Elle préfère manger le gâteau au fromage.
Mon jeune frère, il s’appelle Kenny. Il a 16 ans et il est étudiant à école secondaire. Il est grand et il est beau beaucoup, tout aussi grand que mon père. Il aime jouer au badminton et lire les livres. Il est brillant étudiant et professeurs l'aime beaucoup. Il aime aider mon parent mais il déteste jardinage. Il aime manger le gâteau au chocolat et il aime beaucoup boire chocolat chaud.
C’est ma famille. J’aime beaucoup ma famille !

Haihh.....so long d didn't blog...I missed the old times where I can blog anytime I want, do whatever I can, sleep whenever I want to, play whenever I feel like... But now, it's almost gone. I can't even manage to have one good night sleep! Now, it's all about tests, tests,and tests! I really wanted to get excellent grades for all my subjects especially for Biochemistry! I've already tried all my best to excel. But why I still can't manage to do all the questions given?? Especially Physical Chemistry! How can I manage to go through all this?! Arghhh.....


The most important thing, I miss my family so much!! Even though it's just a week after I went back, but the feeling of missing them gets deeper and deeper every second, every minute, every hour, every day, especially my brother! I miss the moments when we both gossiped about his schoolmates and teachers, played and the moments when we both went out together! (Although I have to spend money on everything we bought!) And each time I listened to their voices, I got very happy! At least, I know that they're safe and healthy all the time. And although the phone calls are short, but it's totally worth it!! The feeling won't be that strong anymore...


And fortunately, my coursemates and my roommate are there to cheer me up whenever I'm sad and whenever I have problems with other friends. Especially to Wan Di, my roommate, thanks for lending me your ears! To Jia En and Jie Yin, thanks for cheering me up whenever I'm down. Without you guys, I don't know how long can I stand with all the pressures.



To my best friends, I miss you guys! I miss all the old times when we're in secondary school. Especially when we're playing in class, joking, gossiping about everyone... Here, I can't do anything like what we used to do last time. And I kinda miss my 'part-time job' in school. Hehe...'Cause everytime my brother told me about his prefect 'job', I really kinda miss it, especially when it's the time to scold or 'saman' those troubled students! And during 'spot-check' too!haha...

Starting A New Life In Uni And Missing The Past...

It's been so long since I've touched the books and use my mind on anything. And now, I have to start regenerating my mind again. Haihh.... I still remember how I used to struggle on the exams until late at night together with the messages that came from one person every few minutes. And now, my University life going to start in few days time. And I think all that happened during Form 6 won't be happening to me again. It'll only be memories that will stay in my mind forever.
So, to all my friends..
THANKS ALOT!! I'll remember EVERY single moment that I have had with you guys...
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST OF THE BEST IN THIS WORLD!!!

My Interview...

W.H.Y. BUMIPUTERAS are weaker in mathematics subject than CHINESE???

Can anyone answer this question for me??
That was ONE of the questions the interviewers asked me. How could I answer them without hurting bumiputera feelings??

Rynn: It depends on the students itself. If they want to study and learn maths, they should be able to do it.
Interviewer: But it's not the teacher's fault? Not the PNP fault??

GOSH!! I was speechless at that moment. I can't even think of anything to say anymore!

And LUCKILY I wasn't asked to teach maths in front! When the first person came out of the room, she told us that those who chose Maths have to teach in front! I started to panic! I started to think which Maths chapter should I teach them?? Finally, I took Quadratic Equation which I'm quite good at. But ended up, they didn't even asked me that. LUCKILY!

Sometimes I hated myself for being so nervous! They asked me to described myself, which I can't answer properly. I can't even tell them what are my characteristics and attitudes! ARGHHH.......
And they asked what is PPSMI(luckily I've read it the night before. Hahaha..), the issue of Mat Rempit, the good qualities of a teacher, and is it ok with me if the Ministry send me to Sabah or Sarawak(I'll be VERY happy to obliged!!hahaha...)