YAY!!! :D

This is what made my tired, full-of-works-and-no-rest-at-all-including-lunch, and most of all, made my emo mood goes down and my happy mood shoot up till the sky!!!! :D :D

Thanks to whoever who designed this and made ME the untrained model!!! :p

Totally worth remembering!!

Totally worth all the hard - works spent on this subject~

Even though lotss of people complaint that this subject was the burden to all food service students, I, personally thinks that it's a very good opportunity for me to learn new things, especially processing steps, HACCP, lab equipments~

Although it was a tiring subject, but it was WAY better than basic preparations and commercial class that I had before~~

Totally boost up my mood!! :D

Frustrated~~

Sometimes, all I ever wanted is not negative statements to push me down, but rather positive statements to get me going up and make life better~~
It's getting pretty annoying when whatever you said had been getting all sorts of negative statements!!

错过的事就不会再一样了~~

Once a relationship gone wrong, it will never be the same anymore~

就是因为一些事，搞到现在，像个陌生人一样~~什么都讲不出口~~

是，真的很后悔，为什么当初不要坚持下去~~
如果当初坚持多一点点，出去见你一下下，我们俩就不会像现在一样~~没有话题~~

现在，我一直提醒自己和身边的朋友，不要做出一些你会后悔的事~~
当你后悔时，你就不能再回到那个时候了~~

就好象以前，明明就是互相相爱~~
就因为一些我觉得不能接受的原因，那个机会就错过了~~
现在你要后悔，也只能怪自己没勇敢的去追求~~

所以，千万不要做一些你会后悔的事！

张起政 - 《说爱了》

说爱了

曲：張起政 (OP: EW Music Publishing (M) Sdn Bhd)
词：瑞業 (OP: Like Music)

屏幕上你笑的模样
应该又受了伤
想狠狠不借你肩膀 
电话断了又响
终究，我心太软

为他流的泪未干
烙印在我的胸膛
我故作大方，听你哭整晚
好朋友，跨不过的墙 

说爱了，却一再受伤
说爱了，却把我祝福归还，一起孤单
说爱了，对的他离散
错过你的我却在身旁 
谎话你能拆穿
懂我怎么会难

活该我总是不勇敢
宁愿学着习惯
他却可以简讯几行
让你回到身旁
我恨，又能怎样

为他流的泪未干
烙印在我的胸膛
我故作大方，听你哭整晚
好朋友，谁要这面墙

说爱了，却一再受伤
说爱了，却把我祝福归还，一起孤单
说爱了，对的他离散
错过你的我却在身旁 
谎话你能拆穿
懂我怎么会难

(送你回家那車窗外天慢慢亮) 
OH～感觉我像笨蛋
(你說謝謝一切就像角色演完鞠躬離場) 
剩我和单人房，空荡荡

爱了，却一再受伤
爱了，却把我祝福归还，一起孤单
说爱了，对的他离散
错过你的我却在身旁 
谎话你能拆穿
懂我怎么会难

你故意不拆穿... 

Away for good~~

Dear friends, 

Honestly, I'm really sorry to those who read my FB posts last night~ It was a total mess! I'm really sorry~ But I guess life must go on~ I'll be away for a certain period of time~ I hope you guys understand~ For those who find me in FB or handphone, I'm sorry I couldn't reply~ Let me find my way back to those days where I am my usual self~ I hope I'm able to find back what I'd lost in these years~ Don't worry about me~~

Yours sincerely...

Limitations...

I am not a person who likes to see people's privacy~~ This, I can guarantee you~~

虽然你们都看我这么八，那么无聊~~但你们可以放心~我知道我的limit的~~我知道什么是该做的，什么是不该做的~~如果你是担心我会利用你所给我的东西的话，请你放心，我不会那么八到不会想那一个是对的，那一个是错的~~哈哈~~

having headache， but still kena marah!! TT

dilemma~~~

Sometimes, I really wonder.....
Even if you treat them so good, you get nothing!!
Why must I suffer myself and get myself into trouble????
Just because I want to help the people I care, I get myself into trouble???
Is it worth it???
They don't even know I'm the one who suffers!!
They don't even know they are the reason behind my sadness!!
If I think about their problems, I keep finding solutions to minimize their sufferings, would they ever think about mine???! Would they EVER know????
haiz......

What should I do this time???

I couldn't tell him that he can no longer stay here 'cause they don't want a guy living with them! That's ridiculous!!!
I also couldn't tell her to live with them, all by herself! Not after what I know what her conditions are! She couldn't even sleep at night with a slight sound of chairs moving, let alone stay in a house with strangers!!~
I couldn't tell them that they can't stay at this house anymore just because they don't want a guy living with them!!
I just want a room, with a toilet, with affordable price and everyone lives happily!! Is that too much to ask for???

WHAT SHOULD I DO?????! SOMEONE， HELP ME!!!~ 我真的不知道要怎么做了~~ 两边都是我的好朋友！！

我们俩是不可能的~~

说真的，我越来越觉得害怕~~

害怕会开始习惯了~~

害怕会习惯你的存在~

害怕会习惯你的声音~

害怕会习惯每一天搜到你的SMS~

害怕会习惯有你的日子~

害怕会习惯你的一切~~

最怕的是，害怕会爱上你~

害怕现在已经开始喜欢上你了~~

所以，从现在开始，

我要努力地去不喜欢你~~

我要努力地去不爱你~~

我要努力地不要习惯你的存在~~

我要努力地不要习惯你的声音~~

我要努力地不要每天和你SMS

我要努力地不要习惯有你的日子~~

我要努力地不要习惯你的一切~~

因为，

我知道我们俩是不可能的~~

你是不可能会喜欢上我的~~

你是不可能会爱上我的~~

我真的真的很害怕~~怎么办才好？？ TT

Finally there's one thing that I could make you laughed up to this level~ Hopefully, it will stay this way~~  ^_^

我承认我喜欢你~那又怎样？至少我敢承认~~那你呢？？
喜欢一个人有错吗？？为什么要把这一切搞到这个地步？？
我自己觉得如果喜欢一个人就要说出来~你不知道是否对方也是喜欢你的~
如果你没说出来的话，那你就有可能会错过这个机会~
其实我并不觉得后悔我有告诉你这个事~
虽然我知道我和你是不可能的，但我还是希望你永远过得开心的~~
也会找到比我更好的女人~~

有时候突然心情很低落，


不想说话也不想动。



别人问起，也不知道该怎样回答。


明明自己身边有很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。


也许是因为突然听到的一句话，


也许是看见某个物体联想到了什么，


也许是朋友那发来的一条短信，


也许什么都不是。


其实，很多事情不需要理由，也没有理由。



这样的情绪有人可以理解吗？

Love or just for fun?

I know it's not possible~ You said before, you won't fall for your close friends~ But why I could sense that you had feelings for her? Why your every actions lead me to believing that you actually had feelings for her? Your every body languages, every 眼神 when you look at her, every status about her made me believe that you already fall for her~~ But why each time we talked about it, you just wouldn't want to tell the truth~ Is it really love or you're just playing around with her feelings?

Ryan Cabrera - True

I won't talk

I won't breathe

I won't move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think

I don't look

But deep inside in the corner of my mind

I'm attatched to you

mmmm

I'm weak

It's true

Cause I'm afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]

I've waited all my life to cross this line 

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

You don't know

What you do

Everytime you walk into the room

I'm afraid to move

I'm weak

It's true

I'm just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]

I've waited all my life to cross this line 

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go

I'll be on my way to you

The way that's true

[chorus]

I've waited all my life to cross this line 

To the only thing that's true

So I will not hide

It's time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

Olivia Ong - Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you, and I choke on my reply 

I'd rather hurt you honestly, than mislead you with a lie  

And who am I to judge you, in what you say or do  

I'm only just beginning, to see the real you  

And sometimes when we touch, the honesty is too much  

And I have to close my eyes and hide  

I want to hold you till I die, till we both break down and cry  

I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides  

Romance and all its strategy, leaves me battling with my pride  

But through all the insecurity, some tenderness survives 

I'm just another writer, still trapped within my truth  

A hesitant prize fighter, still trapped within my youth 

And sometimes when we touch, the honesty is too much  

And I have to close my eyes and hide  

I want to hold you till I die, till we both break down and cry  

I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides  

At times I'd like to break you, and drive you to your knees  

At times I'd like to break through, and hold you endlessly  

At times I understand you, and I know how hard you try  

I watched while love commands you, and I've watched love pass you by  

At times I think were drifters, still searching for a friend  

A brother or a sister, but then the passion flares again  

And sometimes when we touch, the honesty is too much  

And I have to close my eyes and hide  

I want to hold you till I die, till we both break down and cry  

I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

嚴爵 好的事情 MV

休息

是为了走更长的路

你就是我的旅途

都是因为你 

我一直漫步

想要跟你一起走到最后

但我遗失了地图

谁给谁束缚 

谁比谁辛苦

爱到深处才会领悟

好的事情 

最后虽然结束

感动十分 

就有十分满足

谢谢你 

是你陪我走过那些路

痛 是以后无法再给你幸福

好的事情 

也许能够重复

感动时分 

就算纷纷模糊

不要哭 

至少你和我记得很清楚

爱 是为彼此祝福

想要跟你一起走到最后

但我遗失了地图

谁给谁束缚 

谁比谁辛苦

爱到深处才会领悟

好的事情 

最后虽然结束

感动十分 

就有十分满足

谢谢你 

是你陪我走过那些路

痛 是以后无法再给你幸福

好的事情 

也许能够重复

感动时分 

就算纷纷模糊

不要哭 

至少你和我记得很清楚爱 

是为彼此祝福

不要哭 

至少你和我记得很清楚

爱 是为彼此祝福

Say Hello To Goodbye - Shontelle

Hey there stranger, how you been

Feels like I'm standing on the outside looking in

At the mess we left behind

And it's a long way to fall

I gave you everything I had

I gave it all

And then my heart was on the line

I can't hate you

Any longer

I know I'm going to miss you

I'll forget it and let it go.

Say hello to goodbye, cause it's gone forever

No more try, you and I

Not now, not ever

And I'll get by without you

I'm not going back again

I'm not going to lie to you

Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye

Say hello...

And this is how it has to be

Cause it's a deadly combination, you and me

You know it's undeniable

Even though we tried it all

We brought the worst out in each other

I recall

We can't act it anymore

What doesn't kill you

It makes you stronger

And though I'm going to miss you

I'll forget it and let you go

Say hello to good-bye

It's gone forever

No more try, you and I

Not now, not ever

And I'll get by without you

I'm not going back again

I'm not going to lie to you

Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello to goodbye

Say hello...

And even though the tears will dry

I can't completely disconnect

Couldn't make the compromise

Didn't have a safety net

Say hello to goodbye

Heeey ya ya

Say hello, goodbye

Say hello to good-bye

It's gone forever

No more try, you and I

Not now, not ever

And I'll get by without you

I'm not going back again

I'm not going to lie to you

Cause, that was there and only then.

Say hello, to goodbye

Say hello, to goodbye

Say hello, hello

To goodbye.

Unbelievable!!~

Nothing weird about this picture right?

Go on, look at the next picture~

Err...still nothing wrong ah??

Err...okayyy......WHAT is it down there?? o.O

A1 - Every time

A1 - Every time

Lately, I'm not who I used to be 

Someone's come and taken me 

Where I don't wanna go

If I knew 

Exactly what I have to do 

In order to be there for you

When you are feeling low

And all the things we ever wanted 

Were once yours and mine 

Now I know we can revive it 

All the love we left.....  

Every time I kiss I feel your lips 

And everytime I cry 

I see you smile 

And everytime I close my eyes 

I realize 

That everytime I hold your hand in mine 

The sweetest thing my heart could ever find 

And I have never felt this way 

Since the day I gave your love away  

Save me 

I've fallen from my destiny 

You and I were meant to be 

I've thrown it all away

Now you're gone 

It's time for me to carry on 

But baby I just can't go on 

Without you by my side

And all the things we ever wanted 

Were once yours and mine 

Now I know we can revive it 

All the love we left...  

Every time I kiss I feel your lips 

And everytime I cry 

I see you smile 

And everytime I close my eyes 

I realize 

That everytime I hold your hand in mine 

The sweetest thing my heart could ever find 

And I have never felt this way 

Since the day I gave your love away  

We can survive it 

all the pain we feel inside 

You relied on me 

And now I've let you down 

Now I promise you forever

I will be the best I can 

Now I know we can revive it 

All the love we left....  

Every time I kiss 

I feel your lips 

And everytime I cry 

I see you smile 

And everytime I close my eyes 

I realize 

That everytime I hold your hand in mine 

The sweetest thing my heart could ever find 

And I have never felt this way 

Since I gave your love away  

Every time I kiss 

I feel your lips

And everytime I cry 

I see you smile 

And everytime I close my eyes 

I realize 

That everytime I hold your hand in mine 

The sweetest thing my heart could ever find

And I have never felt this way 

Since the day I gave your love away